Today is November first and the first day of NaBloPoMo. Regardless of whether the "national" part is for the US or Canada or whatever I'm still doing it. For the next 30 days I will be posting something on here. It may be boring, stupid or it could be interesting. Who knows? I have realized that my life isn't really all that interesting to the average reader, so I have done some research of journal/blog entry ideas. I will be working off that unless someone leaves a really clever idea in my comments. Or just something that you are curious about. I promise to answer every idea; it may not be truthful, but I'll write about it.
Today I'm going to start with what I want to be when I grow up:
I am a 20 year old university student who has no idea what she is going to do with her life. Well that's not entirely true...I have some ideas...well I have a lot of ideas. I want to be an actress and model. I want to be a drama and English teacher. I want to do mission work. I want to be a wife and mom. I want to run my own business and have a big office and wear suits and pretty shoes. In all this I don't know what I want more. Yeah I really want to be an actress/model, and I have already started that route. I know that it's hard to get into the business and be successful. I also know that when Brendon tells me all about his experiences on different sets I get extremely jealous. It's something I've wanted to do since I was really little (so has singing, but we all know that will never happen with my voice).
I really don't know what will happen in the next few years. I hope I will get some work in the film industry. But if I don't at least I will have tried and not be playing the "what if..?" game. Because that is no way to live your life.